WITHOUT YOU

"I want you to see yourself through my eyes, then you'll realize how special you're to me..."

Trisha's point of view:  

I remember how I met you for the first time; you came to join my school and I saw you in the garden area. Together we rescue the cat and you took it after my request. I was glad when we met again in the teacher’s room and you requested them to be in my class. But in the first day of your joining you ignored me and pretended as if we hadn’t met once. All the girls from our school became your fan and followers due to your popularity. But I had fallen for you in our first meet, Rohan.

Was it my fault that our parents are best friends? my papa and I came to live in your house after my house got devastated in fire. Was it my fault that your mother asked you to tutor me? I know I’m not as smart as like you but I wanted to improve my score to be compatible for you. Was it my fault that I fall for you at first sight? Yet you decided to humiliate me in front of whole crowd by posting my confession letter in the notice board.

You had lent me your notebooks for study, when I lost all my belongings in fire. You were kind enough to approve my stay at your house and take me school every day. You helped me to be a better person. Without you I couldn’t have decided my career path.

Days have passed by and I’m yet to know your true feelings. I wonder do you feel anything for me. You always maintain a stoic expression; it’s difficult for me to read your thoughts. Sometimes you’ve uttered kind words and sometimes harsh words; sometimes you behave kind around me and sometimes rude. Yet there wasn’t a single day when you’ve not gained a star from me. I smile at your taunts or should I say pet names for me, ‘frying-pan’ and ‘IQ-0’. I’m moving out of your house today and along with that I’m going to take a big step.

I’m cutting all of my links with you. I’ve taken all of your teasing for something else. I want you to accept me for who I’m and I want to disappear from your life to see if you’ll really miss me. I want you to come looking after me. My life without you will be more difficult for enduring, yet I’m ready for that. I’ve kept all of our sweet n sour memories in the corner of my heart. Have I lost you by cutting all the lines? I’ll find my answer shortly.     

To be continued...

P.s.- This post is inspired from a Thai drama ‘Kiss me’. Recently I’ve watched it and already fallen for the drama. Stay tuned for the next part.

This post is written for IndiSpire Edition105.

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