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Dear
Blog,
It’s
been a long time since I share with you something. These days I’m feeling lost,
broken and a thousand of negative thoughts playing on my mind. Sometimes I feel
like a wallflower, lost in the crowd. Sometimes I feel like standing at the
edge of the world; one step ahead, I’ll fall hard. I’m faking smile these days.
I’m behaving like 'I'm doing well', but the truth is I’m not.
I
want someone to hold me, hug me and let me cry. Before two days one of my
friends asked me what I expect from her. To be frank, I don’t know what to
expect and how to expect. I have experience of getting hurt through expectation
and hope. So I’m afraid of that. I was hurt so many times, but hate to show it.
‘Every
smiling face is not happy inside.’
I’m
not emotionally stable, as told by my friends. I always end up showing wrong
emotions at wrong times. Sometimes controlling my emotions seem difficult for
me; for a moment I laugh uncontrollably and for a moment I want to close myself
within me.
I
want to release my tiredness, and my friends are really helping me without
acknowledging it. Next time I want to stand at the edge of the world to spread
my wings of happiness.
See
you again
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Such a heart felt post, hope you are happy now and having a good week. Friends are the best indeed!
ReplyDeleteYes Inderpreet, friends are the best... :)
ReplyDeleteExactly the same situation which I am facing these days is defined by you over here. I don't have further words to say anything...
ReplyDeleteYaa Alok... But I think we can overcome this phase together... :)
ReplyDeleteI have been through this babe, I remember my grandpa saying, "this too shall pass" I have been told that i am too emotional, but i havent changed that about me at all. Its a phase babe, and i am sure you will come out strongly. I would promise to stand by you as a friend if you start to give up. ping me when you feel like :) Am there and you can expect all as a friend from me...:)
ReplyDeleteThanks Shweta... :) Glad to know that you are with me.... :)
ReplyDeleteThats an intense yet cute way to expressing in diary. Congrats..You deserved the badge!
ReplyDeleteThanks Shilpi, Welcome to my blog..... :)
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